i had a weird dream last nite.. tt makes me dunno wat m i feeling now..

i dream tt i going out with my poly classmates and my cousin.. and i ask my cousin to piggyback me.. after a while i saw this guy from my class whom i used to chat to.. den later on.. my cousin n i were holding hands.. ( i think i can feel the warmness leh..) den i kept seeing tt guy again n again! oh no..

n den.. i think i was waken up by a phone call..

yes! finally im on for choir this month.. haha.. but feel so bad tt im not dancing.. not tt i dun like to dance for her lah.. i just dun feel like dancing for every event mah.. dun misunderstand ok? hmm.. suddenly feel so restless today.. probably cos me stomach pain.. (comes n goes kind..) and leg pain.. (wore heels mah..) but joel is still so cute!! sometimes he will just look at u n blink with his mouth pouted.. and ask u to sit beside him.. sometimes he will want u to carry him.. but will oso reject u n say NO! sometimes.. his YES! for hi5 was louder n clearer today.. haha..

n errr.. drums! got a feeling tt i have a talent of playing it leh.. haha.. oh ya.. heard tt theres gonna be a drum course opening up soon~ yeah! can charge me free or not?

n jay chou.. feel tt im not tt enthu for him le.. so dun pls use him to irritate me le.. if not how u wan me react to tt? haha.. but im still xcited for his next album..

n tmr will be the last(hope so) s&w session le.. n i m not going to be late for this.. so tata! sauce.. lol

1. excercise! esp.. badminton.. jog.. gym.. and learn how to swim and cycle..
but i'll feel lonely if i do it alone..

2. diet !
ai yoh.. kept eating.. and not really growing any taller le.. ah.. keep fit keep fit !

3. sun tann!

4. learn to play drums! or any new instruments..

5. find a part time job !
broke le lah..

6. photo session at esplanade !

7. have a vcds/dvds marathon !

8. have a deeper relationship with God !

9. a new bag !

10. a more united class !

and still got alot lah.. too much to think.. =Pp

this is supposed to be an odd week! but it is just like an even one.. without 2hrs of lab on thurs and 2hrs on fri.. haha.. isnt that great?

today tt relief math lecturer gave a so called iq qn.. im the 1st one who got it correct in tt lecture and maybe in her first half of her lifetime?.. haha.. i m so clever.. opps.. haha.. below is the qn.. have fun!

whats next?

1.. 11.. 21.. 1211.. 111221.. .. ..

is it u or me? though we r not very close at the beginning of this semester.. we still manage to chat with each other on msn or at sch.. but y now.. i feel tt somethg is missing between us.. perhaps u think tt i m a bacteria.. perhaps i dun feel like chatting with u for this.. perhaps u feel the same.. perhaps.. perhaps..

haha.. this is me feeling emo.. haha.. np egg mayo wrap is so not tasty.. being not chatty in class is so not me.. i miss yj times.. the food.. the ppl.. the fun.. in sch

feel so guilty now.. havent been paying attention during lectures and tutorials recently.. esp eng mec.. for 3 chapters.. really dunno wat m i doing during his lesson.. haha.. exams r coming soon n im still slacking.. ai yoh.. ah.. i dun wanna repeat those modules.. hmmm.. must start to revise le.. if not.. ah.. dun dare think.. haha..

mia for like abt 9mths le.. den just tot of having a blog again.. keep my frens updated abt me.. n oso for me to see how m i growing.. haha.. ok.. shall end here.. c ya