so therefore, the conclusion is,
he is a false.

current listening - Incomplete (the FULL version) - Backstreet Boys

haha.. oh well.

sigh~ im so dead.. started revising for this tp only slightly before 12 and till now i think i rested for more than 2hrs.. hai yo.. so dead so dead!

just reminded of something i did a few years ago.. when i was STILL young..
then i am into irc.. got a chance to chat with strangers.. ha..

once, a guy pm-ed me and ask me wats my height and weight.. and dunno wat i was thinking at tt time.. i replied 150 60 (some short and heavy numbers.. forgot liao).. den before he replied i asked him "u mind?"
and he said YES and left..

CHEY!!!

haha.. suddenly dunno wat to say.. ok ok.. gtg.. continue doing my eleventh hour work..
& my holidays gonna start the moment the 'invilgilator' collect my paper.. YAY!

this pic was taken in april, somewhere near bugis.

so nice!!!

fell in love with street art. gonna hunt for more of these during the hols! ha!

if im not wrong, this cat is drawn by gerbil

haha. cool killer gerbil too!

no mind block.
able to answer all questions.
yeah! one down.
one bubble tea as a reward :p

boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring !!! ah!
im so bored~ so bored~ so bored~ so bored~
for the past 3 whole days i have been staying at home. other than going downstairs to buy some food. and it was not even 1hr. ah~ in fact more than 3 days! since sunday night to now(5:37am). ah!!! where are my friends, man?

exam grand opening in less than 30hours time. ah . . . soon!
still have lots to prepare.. and i still cant sleep!

hai.. where's the mood? it is not even the beginning and already im thinking of (oh.. Mari Kita playing on radio now) the beginning after the end.

feel so sick. staying at home. watching tv. doing past year papers.
ah. i need sun. i need some fresh air. i need to perspire.

hmmmm.. 20 mins! if im still awake, im gonna go out and walk around. take pics. ha! deal!

perhaps i am just feeling lonely
i miss you, the one who will be with me at this hour
the one who will not let me have a chance to think like this
the one i have been waiting for so long, and still is
good morning all =)

oh oh. i misunderstood my papa.

some time around last week, i overheard my ah mah and papa conversation in hokkien, asking her not to listen to "him". & i thought he was trying to dis-persuade her from water baptizing.
how can he do this? he wants to water baptize but he is telling her not to. how can he tell her not to listen to the pastor?

but just now, she said that she is worrying that nobody "dia hoon" (? dunno wat.. ancestor thgy?) den he.. (hmmm.. suddenly forgot wat he said. but from wat i can remember) he told ah mah,
"dun be afraid that others would be laughing at u, ..."
"(some relatives) also never worship idols, they are christians, nothing happened to them"

oh oh. haha.. misunderstanding.. pai seh :p

::: lesson for the day :::
see la! hokkien half pail of water dun anyhow think

to think about it, i saw something that is different in him, the joy that is written on his face,
and this is the result of his decision he made yesterday, baptism.
hahahaha. Praise the Lord!

however, ah mah didnt choose to do that, under too much stress i think. from her children and siblings. and those dead have no food to eat? haha.
cant blame her also, so i think we just have wait for God's timing, and perhaps then, mama korkor erjie+erjie fu and people around us will received salvation too. Amen!

he, likes her,
wants to know her more,
yet nothing he done.
so she, _

she, wants to be close with Him, love Him,
yet nothing she did.
so He, _

i can't comprehend
{ her; him; them; us; &me}

it was sweet. it was a dream.