at this moment of time.. i just wanna say.. I AM SO BLESSED !! thank God !!

but Father Lord.. can i ask that u will oso take away their hurts.. cus every hurts tt they went thru were gone.. & now tt i understand wat they hv went thru.. help me not to lose my patience with them.. help me to show them love.. help me to do thgs which can help them to release their grudges for anyone who has once hurt them..

thanks for my sis whom i oways complain abt.. & my aunt who is staying over at my hse tonight..

(ok.. bye bye emo thoughts~)

:):)

it was a really really really good start of a day. 11am - i slpt ard 5 this morning. i was being yelled at her. to find somethings which is claimed to be i-lost-them. i found them & i went back to slp. oh well. i am always the one who lost her things huh? i am always asked to find her things, - not in a way u like ppl to treat u. she is always the one who wake me up to find her things. uh. i am the youngest huh? i deserve to be treated this way huh? wat youngest child wat apple. bluff! not tt i am not content but it just dun happen to me. so ya. dun let ur face be the first one whom i place my fist at. wat a happy day!

haha.. i dunno wat is #8.. bleah

heyy~ good times oways passes so quickly.. it was like not too long ago i am still complaining abt my xams and stuff and now.. wow school is gonna start again! next week.. haha.. boooo~

over the 2mths break.. hmmmm.. im seeing my crazy bunch of frens frm church on average like at least thrice per week? without including the march hols.. haha.. wow.. (but i wish to meet my frens outside church too.. =() we had lots of fun and laughter tgt.. we grew tgt too.. spritually and mentally.. haha.. i got to noe more ppl whom im not really close to.. i got more and more photos in my pic folder.. and errr.. too much to think of! haha..
oh ya.. and oso.. the raisin.. o well.. i shant talk more abt it.. hurh! fei chang shen qi!! (=P)

ooooh.. though most of the time.. hols r boring without them.. i dun wan to go back sch.. ... ... haix but i wan to go back sch and learn my french.. bon jour! (haha.. think i really need to learn.. i didnt even noe if i've spelt correctly..) haha.. so contridicting..

oh well.. hahahahahaha.. ciao!

waha! i am back~ kind of dunno wat to write.. so bear with this first..

I miss somebody right now. (somebodiesss)
I don't watch tv these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. (*and)
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (*a hem*)
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (maybe?)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart. (note the sarcasm)
I've broken someone's bones. (hmmm.. but i do scratch people and pinch and bite?!)
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free. (heh..)
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair. (had)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I can't survive without caller id.
I like the way I look. (sometimes somehow)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends. (define alot)
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat. (the other way)
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch mtv on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (a few months to 70 80+ yrs of age?)
I am shy around the opposite sex. (dun seemed so but its a fact.. haha)
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. (once.. i dislike it too.. it disturbed my sleep! )
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I am happy at this moment. (not sad)
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone else I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot whenever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages. (hotdog! taiwan xiang chang!)
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. (haha)
I usually like covers better than originals. (:))
I can pick things up with my toes.
I can't whistle. (maybe i can.. but out of tune and lao hong)
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I talk in my sleep. (not sure leh..)
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex. (infact is more than 'a')
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
- taken from vina from melodie~

haha