do not read this
3/27/2007
if you don't have a strong heart,
or if you're in a very good mood,
or if you're already very troubled.
sometimes i wonder,
"do they really care?"
talking behind me or even infront of me,
saying they are discussing how can they help this person,
and not actually doing anything about it, i think it's just
sheer
sorry to say that, cause
i'm putting a false front too,
i am not ok.
sometimes there were just too much to say,
that i don't know how to say.
"ask her share with us, she always say ok lo"
you might say that, but please kindly
putyourselfinmysituation,
and you'll get it.
excuse, self-pity, or whatever.
or you don't even know what i'm talking about.
exit from here.
i just wanna say what i'm feeling.
and it's
if you really care, show me, please.
i need them. and please,
don't just for the convenience of saying, tell me "pray"
i know! and i'm already doing so.
and oh! for goodness' sake,
let me know who you are.
don't give me names like annoymous,
very irritating!
i hope i'm not asking for too much,
i just wanna make some clarification.
if you don't, i'm very glad to say thanks,
your silence is being honoured.
you're still my friend.
don't be offended if you wanna help me after reading this,
and i'm not giving you a damn.
you're just not the person whom i trust.
please understand i'm not referring to everbody, but some.
i think i'm finished with what i wanna say.
thanks everyone for reading all these thoughts of mine.
i don't really expect many to even come this page,
let alone to read it.
till then.
