today is the second of school. and already i'm looking forward to the holidays coming up in 2 months time. though i think i gonna have to come back to school everyday for my FYP. boo hoo.

first day of school was dull yet fun, sad yet glad.

glad because. i got a C for my panel review last term. and it's a low C. my group mates got a high C. i shouldn't be sad actually, cause i should get a D instead. it's because my poor attendance - late, absent. in NP 10mins late is consider late. after which is absent. am i right? haha. due to my many lates and absents, the panel actually wanted to down grade me. from C to D. thank God for my supervisor who plead for me, i still can have a C. i can't imagine how will i feel if i got a warning letter for getting a D. i think i will feel very demoralise. but i felt sad because i fear. i am lost in this project. i don't know what to do. and compared to other groups in the class. mine is like the worst. i can't see any of them badder that us. i don't want to fail this leh, if not i need to repeat the whole year. FYP is a one year module. if i fail the first semester, i gotta repeat the whole year, just for this. i don't want this to happen. super boring.

dull is also because of this FYP thingy. instead of doing our project, i just stare at the screen for msn chatting with friends and its games. relax? nah. boring. but i thank God for this thing called fellowship, which made my day fun! had lunch with vina, ben(jamin) and reagan. this is the first time we had lunch together in a school day. and they blame me for not realising it earlier that we can actually have lunch together. bleah. we encouraged each other. we share jokes about birds in the sky and fishes in the fish tank. and it was great! we decided to have it more often. like everyday? as much as we can. but it's not a very good idea also ya? we musn't neglect our own friends also. after lunch back to the dull stuff again. but after the dull stuff was fun thing again! went to the garden where we have our prayer group every wednesday to wait for ben, with vina and reagan. and we saw a couple *ahem* :p. btw, thats not the fun thing. when ben came, we head off to PS and visited trumpet praise. after that we head back home. it was a short time together but it was a good one too. hee.

okay. back to work. oh. don't know what can i do. haha.
byeee.

i want to take more photos.



movie mania.

not enough.



girls sento.

not enough.



i want to take more photos!
















and videos!

so fun.

give me chance leh.

i think we already have enough problems.
and i don't want to create more.
so. i feel that.
the best way to solve our problems is to avoid it.
flee from temptations.

and i hope this can be an example to be followed.

(click on title to take the test)

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.