today is the second of school. and already i'm looking forward to the holidays coming up in 2 months time. though i think i gonna have to come back to school everyday for my FYP. boo hoo.

first day of school was dull yet fun, sad yet glad.

glad because. i got a C for my panel review last term. and it's a low C. my group mates got a high C. i shouldn't be sad actually, cause i should get a D instead. it's because my poor attendance - late, absent. in NP 10mins late is consider late. after which is absent. am i right? haha. due to my many lates and absents, the panel actually wanted to down grade me. from C to D. thank God for my supervisor who plead for me, i still can have a C. i can't imagine how will i feel if i got a warning letter for getting a D. i think i will feel very demoralise. but i felt sad because i fear. i am lost in this project. i don't know what to do. and compared to other groups in the class. mine is like the worst. i can't see any of them badder that us. i don't want to fail this leh, if not i need to repeat the whole year. FYP is a one year module. if i fail the first semester, i gotta repeat the whole year, just for this. i don't want this to happen. super boring.

dull is also because of this FYP thingy. instead of doing our project, i just stare at the screen for msn chatting with friends and its games. relax? nah. boring. but i thank God for this thing called fellowship, which made my day fun! had lunch with vina, ben(jamin) and reagan. this is the first time we had lunch together in a school day. and they blame me for not realising it earlier that we can actually have lunch together. bleah. we encouraged each other. we share jokes about birds in the sky and fishes in the fish tank. and it was great! we decided to have it more often. like everyday? as much as we can. but it's not a very good idea also ya? we musn't neglect our own friends also. after lunch back to the dull stuff again. but after the dull stuff was fun thing again! went to the garden where we have our prayer group every wednesday to wait for ben, with vina and reagan. and we saw a couple *ahem* :p. btw, thats not the fun thing. when ben came, we head off to PS and visited trumpet praise. after that we head back home. it was a short time together but it was a good one too. hee.

okay. back to work. oh. don't know what can i do. haha.
byeee.